lack of motivation

I haven't been much active lately. 
Not even lately... in years I guess. 
Let me explain. 
I have been trying to collect my life together and I lost my inspiration on the journey.
Hopefully I will get it back. 
I want to be able to draw again. 
Also I have problems with motivation and energy. Feeling really drained. And it's been like this the past years. 
But I guess I could share this with you:
invisiblegrim.thoughts.com/
If you like poems and texts, I recommend this.
Thank you and goodbye